Monday, December 6, 2010

Yeah, it's catching up with me...

It's not like they didn't warn me.  My esophagus is fried, and it's killing me.  OK, that's a bit of an exaggeration.  But it does hurt.  I guess it's time to get that Magic Mouthwash prescription filled.  I just sipped some water and that didn't hurt too badly, so maybe after today's and the next two days' radiations we can take a break.

I have to see Dr. Tsai today after radiation.  I'll tell her I am finally getting the predicted irritation of the esophagus.  I just wish it didn't wake me up so much during the night.

OK, I have to tell you the music on Cinemagic right now is really GOOD, even though it's from "Speed 2:  Cruise Control."  It's composed by Mark Mancina.  Just excellent.

I know this blog is starting to sound like a whining session, but my neck and shoulder are all screwed up, too.  I miss my bi-weekly massage sessions!

So, yeah, all in all, I'm pretty miserable today.  But other than that, I woke up breathing, so that's a good sign.

Now, I'll go see if the mail is here... I can use a walk.  I've been neglecting my NuStep quite horribly.  I'm sure that's not helping my miserability. :D

Well, be happy, all... see you tomorrow.

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