Food is an abomination right now. But sleep is coming pretty easily. My stomach feels like it's tied in knots, and nothing tastes good. Nancy made me a garden burger for lunch, but I could only get two bites down. I did eat an entire Sargento Pepper Jack cheese stick, though. YAY for protein.
I slept until almost seven AM, then I got down my plethora of pills with two pieces of toast. And then I went back to bed and slept until Noon. My strength is gone, and I'm wandering the house using a walker again.
Actually, I think I hear my bed calling out to me again. "Come, sleep!" "Rest more!" Oh the temptation. I don't feel sick while I sleep, but who wants to sleep away their life? But I am so tired.
I'll post more tomorrow, or the next day. I'm tired and I don't feel so hot.
Friday, July 22, 2011
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Sleep is good, but you are right, you have your eyes closed so are missing what is going on. It is very healing though, so take advantage of it while you can.
ReplyDeleteHope the rest of your weekend is good
fay in the family room