About 100 years ago, my aunt Lorraine would take we girls to Hawaii every summer. One year,we were on the Big Island, I think on the Kona side, and we found a restaurant we loved. Now, granted, there was Auntie with three comely young ladies, and that habitually got us fine service, but at this particular establishment, the service was impeccable.
While I may have forgotten the name of the place, I will never forget the entire experience of dining there. I've been feeling the same appreciation for the nursing staff of the 4th floor here at Banner Baywood.
I'm a good patient when it comes to compliance, but I acknowledge that when it comes to complaining about things like pain, or any kind of discomfort, I suck. I was not reared to complain...ever, and so when I'm asked if I'm in pain, I will invariably tell you 'no.' And this can kill you. Pain usually happens to warn you of something, but I have been attributing pain of late to being an expected consequence of chemotherapy, and just dealing with it.
Now, with the blood clots it's become very apparent that I *must* learn to tell my doctors about pain and anything else I can perceive as being beyond the norm.
So it seems that I will be here until Tuesday. There was some discussion among my docs of implanting a filter to keep any more Pulmonary Embolisms from occurring, but instead, I may end up on blood thinners long-term.
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Girl, those nurses in Banner rock, they are awsome. Sometimes like you say you have to stop being stoic and just say "hey, I got this little thing going on over here". Nothing is too much trouble for them. Oh and the food is awsome, I loved it. I was due to be released on the Sat and Chris was playing golf in the morning. I told him to go to his game and to make sure he came for me AFTER lunch. During my week there, I put on 5lbs. Sheesh, it was like a hotel. My pulmo gal used to make me a cuppa every morning, wonderful people. Tell them I said so.
ReplyDeleteBe well girlfriend, you are in the best place for now, you will get home soon, just enjoy your stay.
Fay
My friend Paul Nielsen was just here, Fay, and I was pretty much telling him the same thing. I have been so tired and weak, that being catered to AND being seen to, medically, feels like I am being spoiled more than normally.
ReplyDeleteOf course, my sisters spoil me most abominally at home, too, so I think I am ruined for life. :-)
Aint nuthin wrong with that girlfriend, take it while you can get it. Hope you are doing ok this morning.
ReplyDeleteit is very foggy here his morning. I had forgotten how cool fog can look, fall is definitely coming in fast now.
Be well and take care
fay in the family room